we would both wear yellow today ( Read more... )

i'm only upset about chris like 40% of the time because the other 60% i'm just mad because i didn't do anything wrong in fact i did everything right and now he likes me too much to just have fun but doesn't want a relationship and theres nothing i can do and i feel like its so unfair and its just so frustrating i feel like he's being so selfish but ( Read more... )

i don't understand what i did wrong. you can't say you don't have the time to commit fully to a relationship when there is no relationship. that was the point. no commitment. what was wrong with how things have been for the past month and a half? why do people think they know what i'm thinking and what i want? i didn't expect anything from this ( Read more... )

i am feeling insecure. today hasn't been a good day. plus i'm tired and don't want to do chemistry even though its all i have to do. i haven't started options yet. or read snow in midsummer. i didn't do test prep so i won't be able to do test corrections on this test so i really need to be studying but i can't bring myself to because all i can ( Read more... )

ay widow dido ( Read more... )

so last night i went to the symphony with chris and it was SUPER CLASSY. i wore my turtleneck dress and black tights and black shoes that killed my feet but i got over it because they looked really good. oh and i brought the black clutch alex got me for christmas instead of my purse so that was also classy. we went with his mom and her date who was ( Read more... )

today i feel okay with going to uf. idk. i'm very conflicted. i know i should go there because its the best thing for my major i just don't want to end up unhappy. we'll see.

on an extremely lighter note, we got a wii! and its so fun!

so i have a 62.9 in french. awesome ( Read more... )

what is going on in my life ( Read more... )

its so refreshing to hang out with someone who can swallow their pride.