last night was crazy as hell. so like my last enty said nikki was calling at midnight. so we got into some serious conversations and we were still talking at about 2. all of a sudden my cell phone rings and it says "bennetts cell". i got kinda freaked out to answer it because ben and i have not talked w.o bitching to each other in like 4 days. so i ( Read more... )

Hello....Ah...I'm so fucking bored right now. Seeing how i stayed home...ALL DAY! My didnt let me go out today because i was home late last night but i feel as if last night was all worth it! We went to see a movie w. some guys. Ben Riefel is fun. Like i never even talked to him before because he acted so bitchy to me at school and then after i ( Read more... )

I miss Stella!

Ryan Leaym and Ben Riefel! Hotties! Yea!

I have talked to all my friends and thought about the things they said. I understand there reasonings for Friday night. We all do it. They gave me plenty of examples when i have done it and it really turned the tables. One thing though that still pisses me off though....one person thinks that i should just be over it! Clearly a joke! Like seriously ( Read more... )

I have a list of questions that i really need to know the answers to:

1. Why in the hell do i trust people who should not ever be trusted?
2. Why are people so fucking fake?
3. What the fuck do people think when they attempt to keep things from me?
4. Why is it when someone fucks you over you then see who your real friends are?
5. How can someone be nice enough ( Read more... )

WoW....Why do guys act and do one thing and say another? Is there some kind of mental problem they have understanding what not and what to say? Like seriously...What the fuck?!?!?!?

Omg! This weekend was seriously the shit! Friday night...Hahaha...Party at my house! It was AmAzInG! Until....Ben passed out and i thought he was going to die! But anywayz....I had a really good party...It was gonna be a few ppl coming over and turned into something WAAAYY biGGer! But i was tight. I ran into my screen door, i free styled about like ( Read more... )

Wow...Finally got my computer fixed! Like WTF, It has been gone forever and so much has been going on. But i aint going to waste my time complaining about anything for 2 reasons. 1) I have nothing to complain about!(For once) and 2) I have read someones live journal and all they did was like complain...Who wants to listen to complaints? Well any ( Read more... )