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I'm utterly confused within myself
What is a person supposed to do with tangled up feelings like these which are burried in my soul
my eyes fill with tears
as the stream down my innocent face they burn with such intensity
why don't you just kill me
you already have
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People are jealous and wishful deep down but don't show it
they might tell you things that mean so much to themselves when they are actually hurting you without knowing
do not get tangled up in this trap
for you shall get caught up in it as well
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When I conquer when others cannot
i feel supieror to myself
to those who cannot
how should my soul feel
in this tornable place in which my sould lies which lies between the thorns and roses
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I sit here lonely and complacent thinking wishfully of pleasurable things
elegant trotting horses, graceful visions compelling the mind, the gorgeous earth
but something deep down troubles my thoughts as i try to think happily
what could this trouble be i wonder.........
do you know ......
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your eyes gaze mine with such integrity
the displacement in which you have placed yourself is seductive
you caress my lumptuous skin with such care
you care for something
you want something
is it I who you crave for
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Come away with me
i need you
your presence captivates me
the way you walk
the talk you talk
is precious to me
more desirable than any gemin this world
come with me hold tight
let me captivate you as you have done for me
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the skies captivate
with there endless beauty
whispy clouds inhabit the heavenly domes
angles live in theses puffs of silk
happy and gay as can be
content with themselves is all they care
as they live in their cloud without despair
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The thought of you makes my heart throb
and stream down my face so pale and bleak
why did you pretend to make me happy when you never were happy with me
i think you never cared about me
why should you
we were to young, to helpless, to willing
we didn't know this would happen
i don't htink you feel what I am suffering
i cared soo much and tried to make our different lives work
you still never cared
or atleast tried
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Was I a fool to fall for you
I don't know
some part of me says yes but another says no
the human heart is a powerful thing
even when we should do what is recommened of us we can easily not do it
all because of the " funny" feeling we get inside
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you look but don't see
maybe you should have tried harder
do you hear and not listen
then try leaning closer
you know my weakness
it's in my heart
you had the the key and had it locked secure
but now the lock is broken
and my heart is not secure
I'm not sure how
but all I know
is that you stole key to my heart
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my eyes fill with tears.....
my heart feels like it did something.......
not to hurt but said something wrong...... when I didn't mean it the way it came out
I need someone to lean on
i need someone to care
I need....... that someone
************************************************** " God gave each and everyone of us 2 ears and 1 mouth , so there's 2 more reasons to listen better before we speak with our sharp tongues" ******************************************************************** I'm glad and very overwhelmed my dreams have come true all becuase of you your simple smile your tender touch means so much so now what's next?