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Jun 14, 2004 22:01

im afraid that i need a guy to approve of me. that i need that approval. that without it i feel so cast away, forgotten. i never wanted that to be who i was. i never wanted to need someone to care about me. i wanted to be the one who could go on forever, who didnt give a shit what people thought about her. if you dont like who i am, then screw you ( Read more... )

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poisonous_tide June 14 2004, 23:10:17 UTC
aww. :( i think most everyone feels like they need other people to approve of them. i know i do. but don't ever change who you are to try to get that approval.

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whyismyfaceblue June 16 2004, 12:56:05 UTC
i know this is different, but you should try to not give a shit of what people think of you. i have a somewhat mild case of cerebral palsy and it affects the way i walk, and people criticize me for it, and i used to be embarassed to go into public, but then i befriended my current friends, and it was one of the best choices i ever made. they made me realize to not give 2 shits what other people think, and now not only do i not care what people think of the way i walk, but sometimes i wear very short biker shorts just to see the "what the fuck is he thinking?" expression on other's faces. live life to the fullest and dont let others hold you back. you dont nedd acceptance, you just need comforting friends and the right outlook on life and similar things. dont worry so much and just be yourself. thats what i did and im enjoying life 1000000 tiems more.

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xprettyxnothing June 16 2004, 18:28:20 UTC
i also feel like i need a guy too approve of me, if not... then i feel just....BLAHH. it sucks, thats why i ahve my boyfriend...and yooh shudd ... and why is my facec blue, yooh shuddnt care what anyone thinks, i do sometimes, but most of the time, i try not too either, even tho i dont reallie have anything wrong with me i guess?....i dunno, soemtimes..i mjust insecure and shit...its weird. anyways, just wanted too comment <33

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whyismyfaceblue June 16 2004, 23:38:55 UTC
yeah, having cerebral palsy sucks, but on the positive side, u can milk it for all u want, i go into places, and they sell me beer, im 19, at amusement parks i can go up the exits and not have to wait in line, people are always offering help. believe me it sucks, but it has almost as many positive sides as negative

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