hmm............havent posted in a while..............dont care................too lazy.......my life is shitty................my mom hates me.............. doesnt realy mater considering i hate her.......................my brother has ADD and ADHD..................what's new......................absolutely nothing.......................i'm tired of ( Read more... )

so hey peeps! i havent posted in a while. woa! well had practice today, umm i think my performance level got better. hope so cuz dana said if i dont get my face up she'll take me off that.(hi dana)like on the palms of my hands you can see like these bumps and i dont know what they are. its kinda like crystals cancer! lol. and shit damn fuck my feet ( Read more... )

my new years resolution is not to worry so much. beause it ruins all my fun ( Read more... )

so today was pretty good. crystal is here for the first time in ages!!! i love her to death. i'm so glad she is here. so me, my mom,branson and crystal went to the movies and ally, amber, cindy, and jonathon were there too. we all saw lemony snickets. it was good. i think i jumped once (i got surprized not scared ( Read more... )

so i woke up this morning cuz i had to ready to go to my dads for dinner and stuff. and well i'm not close to my dad so i feel weird going over there. but i thought aboutthe great dinner at my nans that'll i'll be enjoying later on. well i get home from my dads and i find out that they ate at like 2. (it was 5 o'clock)i cant belive i missed a ( Read more... )

so i woke up this morning, well i think it ws the afternoon. oh well. and my mom and i started to make treats, we made the pretzel covered things, (they're really good) it took like two freakin hours. now like the first thirty minutes i was fine but after that gees it was so boring. and hse had rap music playing to make the situation worse. then we ( Read more... )

wow, i almost had a bad morning but it turned to good. thank goodness. well i've been kinda on the edge of my seat lately because my mom is been saying some really mean stuff to me. like i'm a pissy ass bratt and she also said that i was the most ungrateful child she had ever seen. thats really great coming from the queen of selfishness. stupid ( Read more... )

i'm not good at all. not alot of happy thoughts. its just me acting like a little spoiled bratt. i'm having a really bad time.

things are really great right now. my mom is being cool, she even planned a mother duaghter trip to tenn. this weekend. i think she finaaly got some sex from one of her guy friends. cough whore cough. wait you said that. not me ( Read more... )

i'm bored. and i'm trying to get out of babysitting, i think i'm gonna ask my nan if she wants to babysit him for me. i'll use the excuse well you know you always say you dont get to spend enough time with him. i hope it works ( Read more... )