i miss my baby and i miss libbi. COME HOME!!!! ever since jeromy has been gone i haven't been acting like myself and i need to snap out of it because well i just do. i need a vacation but i don't have any time for one. i am going to ashland friday night. that is something to look forward to especially since adam will be there. he's a good guy. he's ( Read more... )

today sucked big ass balls. jeromy left today. i was at the airport for four hours and when he left i literally sobbed. i cried more than his mom. i miss him already. and on the way to airport some bus ran me off the road. it was a very stressful day. i felt a little bit better when i met up with libbi and we went and ate at panera. bread always ( Read more... )

i haven't written in a long time. i really don't have much to talk about and i don't have a signifigant (sp?) other to come on here and ramble on every day about how much i miss them. idiots drive me mad. i need a man but i don't want one. some of my friends just make me wonder what the hell i am wastin my time for. sometimes they just take me for ( Read more... )

why do people feel the need to talk about someone behind their back and then be nice to their face. that irkes me to no end. also why does a guy say he is going to call yet he doesn't? i just need to get some play......i know that sounds slutty but guess what? i don't give a fuck. and i would just like to say that the move " the divinve secrets of ( Read more... )

something's up i just feel bitchy, sort of. oh well, anyways last night and today were really pretty good but i don't feel like writing about them. so let me just highlight things. being a bitch.....obscene yet delicious cake.......bonding......and of course a little bit of flirting ( Read more... )

tonight was realy fun. i met angie at ZTP for fiddler auditions but then found out that i can't do it because it conflicts with vaudeville. then i went over to the mall and met kathleen and britt w. and lib and we all went over to applebees. it was really fun except i kept getting made fun of because i look like a chipmunk but its cool. we all got ( Read more... )

this has been the worst night of my entire life. i hate all mankind ( no smitty i don't mean you and i am not upset with you in the slightest). i've never been so close to death as i was tonight, and i wish i would have gotten closer. i have nothing more to say.

i am so happy! life is so good! libbi and i worked things out and i feel like rejuvenated lil puppy dog who just drank a gallon of water after chasing the kids around the yard :) rachel and i are talking again. i mean we aren't like we were but we are talking and that is a start. school is out in like 5 days!!! WOO HOO! that is such a thrill except ( Read more... )

this year has been very strange and i would like to take this time to acknowledge all the great and not so great events ( Read more... )

hey people. well this weekend was pretty good. i think. friday night i was in a bad mood on the way to johnstown so i just fell asleep listening to lillywhite and woke up feeling spectacular and then went to play practice and had a great time just because the cast is great and its good to be with rick mel and emily again. saturday i woke up and ( Read more... )