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[brittyg320]

i guess you don't need me anymore.

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dodododododododododo i cant wait til saturday...

yay for wakefield <3

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[smh92988]

im guessing this is geared towards me because ive been an asshole lately and let my mood get in the way of our friendship.

I'm sorry :'-(

Its like every night i end up sitting here alone crying because i feel unloved and depressed. Why? I dont know its probably depression or that i need more love than i get. I know my friends love me but i need for them to show it and for me to actually feel like someone is there for me.

I wasnt talking very much tonight cuz i wasnt happy and i tend to take that out on the ones i love most, in this case it was you.

I'm sorry and if there is anyone i need right now it's you <3

:'-(

[brittyg320]

its not that you've been an asshole seany.

don't worry about it.

i don't understand why you feel that way, but in a way i do, because i feel the same way sometimes, too. and i'm sorry that you do, but i tell you how much you mean to me every day, so i didnt understand why you were like, pushing me away? when youre telling me now thats what you need. i want you to feel like someone is there for you, especially since its me. your bestest buddy. so i just got frustrated.

i sure hope you mean that. <3

[smh92988]

Its not really that i was pushing you away alone it was that i was pushing everyone away because i just needed to and like i said when i get sad i take it away on my friends and family because theyre the ones i talk to the most and when im stressed i dont like to talk and i end up being a little bitch then when i dont talk they feel like im ignoring them when i just need a little space and idk its me and my random bipolar depression :P :-/

[brittyg320]

but you pushing everyone else away doesnt matter to me, its just that you were pushing ME away. well it never feels like that. because half the time i'll see you happily engaging in conversations with everyone else and you ignore me. intentionally or not, im just saying its the only reason i get the way i do, and im not putting blame on you, because i understand that you need to do what you have to do, i just dont understand how we can be so close yet all i feel is that we're strangers. you call me your best friend and we dont even talk anymore. its almost like you can make time for everyone else BUT me, when i know its not. and im not blaming you, im really not. im just saying its how i feel. and i feel like an ass just saying that, but i think we should be able to talk about things. and i just, i love you seany. i just dont think you wanna believe that i do.

[krazy_kari10]

What's on Saturday ;]

[brittyg320]

haha, the wakefield concert

[lilmoangel]

yay for wakefield! have fun!!!!

[brittyg320]

thank you!!

[oneworthleaving]