Exactly. I would say to stop worrying about it because you have to live now, not in the future. I dont think it sounds like false hope..I didnt even klnow you were hoping for anything lol. bye <3
It IS false hope tho Its just an excuse for not knowing all the things I want to know, but for now thats okay. I have enough to worry about so Ill just keep my mind on the minuscule goals I have already set for myself and hope Im not totally screwing up my life......................................... I cant even explain it!
Britt you'll njever screw up your life unless you kill someone, etc. Thios reminded me of a dream I had. You told me I ruined your life and stuff, The rest is in my letters Im STILL writing to you, keepin my promise. But it was the woprst dream Ive had in a loonngg time! lol anyways if we were meant to know all the things we wanted to know, well we would know them, but we dont, so lets get earth a mystery until that final day when you can learn t for yourself.
To me screwing up my life is not being happy... I dont want to choose the wrong path for my life and be unhappy. I just have to go with my gut, but its hard because somethimes I do what other people want me to do. Even my friends do it without knowing.. Right now I think photographer/ Writer, But all my friends are saying "No you cant go away" But in order to do what I want to do and be happy I want to move away for a little bit
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Its just an excuse for not knowing all the things I want to know, but for now thats okay. I have enough to worry about so Ill just keep my mind on the minuscule goals I have already set for myself and hope Im not totally screwing up my life......................................... I cant even explain it!
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