Comments | brknagain: Help me.

brknagain

Help me.

Jul 27, 2006 21:37

I feel horrible, because with things so shitty for me; I'm not excited about anything at all. I'm not excited about Mal coming home. I'm not excited that she's getting married. I'm not excited about knowing that soon I'll be engaged. I'm not excited about anything whatsoever. I'm ready to be shot in the forehead and left to die. I really don't know ( Read more... )

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denonaba July 28 2006, 02:26:13 UTC

what you're feeling is normal.

I promise.

I know exactly how you feel right now.

it will pass, and everything will be okay.

<3333333333

Call me sometime....3048154

gah... brknagain July 28 2006, 03:52:53 UTC

Yeah, I understand that. It's just that for some reason, all I wanna do is cry. I'm on the verge of tears, as we speak. I really am. And, I have absolutely no idea why. I've been so emotional the past few days. I dunno. I just. Bluhgh. I need a cigarette. Try this one: A 5 hour car ride with mom and step-father. 5 days and 4 nights with family. Yet another 5 hour car ride with mother and step-father. No cigarette. Not a damn one. BUH!!!!!

Re: gah... xwhoababyx July 28 2006, 04:53:29 UTC

No cigarettes.
WAY too much time with family.

Those contribute, but not the real reason.

Maybe, just maybe, that thing about the anesthesia is true. I didn't believe it myself when you first told me, but hey... anything's possible.

I can't tell you what's wrong, I'm no shrink. Putting it all together, I think it sounds like clinical depression. And if so, then you should see a doctor to get it diagnosed and treated.

I don't know any other good advice except to just ride it out. When life hands you lemons, make lemonade. That sort of thing.

Call me later.
<3 Beth

Re: gah... brknagain July 28 2006, 04:57:28 UTC

As Ron White says, when life hands you lemons, make lemonade, then find someone whose life handed them Vodka and have a party!!! Sounds like a plan, huh???

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xwhoababyx July 28 2006, 02:50:40 UTC

*HUG*
Hey, Jess. Guess what? Everything is going to work out. I promise. And have I ever made a promise to you that I didn't keep? ... ... ... Nope. Didn't think so.

This St. Louis thing is temporary. As are your emotions. (I'm not counting the ones toward Eric, of course.) You'll look back in 6 months and say, "Geez, that sucked. It sucked REALLY bad." And then you'll go on with your life, wondering how in the world you were ever so miserable.

You will grow, change, and adapt to whatever life throws your way. It may take a while, but you'll see. Life has its highs and lows.

And right now you're just in a low point.

I love you muchly. And I'm trying to plan a trip to see you and everyone else within the next few weeks. Call me if you ever need me. Then again, you do anyway. =D I <3 you.

Beth

P.S. I posted a comment on your post with the pictures before I read this one (obviously). Cause now I know you still haven't told your mother. Eek.
~ MUCH LOVE! ~

brknagain July 28 2006, 03:53:34 UTC

Check out my reply to Ginny. I have no idea what's up with me Beth. I need help.