My husband leaves in a little over than a month and a half. I'm terrified of the leaving and the not hearing from him. I know that others have gone through this before and I sound like a big baby, but it's all new for me. He leaves at the end of April, and two months ago it seemed like it was an eternity away. However, now it's all sneaking up on ( Read more... )

I don't know how comfortable I am being the catalyst to the downfall of his marriage.

i miss you.

i miss who you used to be.

<3, me

Nothing hurts a woman's feelings and pride more than being turned down everytime she's turned on...

Okay, so I posted a blog a while back where I was all excited about all of this stuff that I wanted to learn to do.

The following is the list that I made back then and posted in that blog:

Things to LearnChange to oil in my car and master it ( Read more... )

I'm fully aware of the fact that you don't like me. That's fine. It honestly doesn't matter to me anymore. This is simply a letter to tell you exactly what I think of this situation. I'm not sorry. I don't feel that I've done a thing wrong. Quite frankly, I feel that you have absolutley no reason to dislike me. So, it's whatever. I'll tell you the ( Read more... )

I know that I'll be better. Right now, it's simply the transition that’s killing me most. And, as soon as I can go a full 5 minutes without crying, then I'll be wonderful. I am fully maintaining this thought: I need a BIG bottle of rum, a gallon of ice cream, a box of tissues, a couple Vicodin 10's, a few Xanax, and a few really good friends...and ( Read more... )

We all know that writing seems to be the only way that I can get ( Read more... )

*I only hang out with Amanda to see Brandon.*
*She only holds her tongue to show that she's understanding, so that he will come back to her.*

Oh, stupid fucking bitch. She's sitting her and the more words that come out of her mouth, the more I want to shut her fucking mouth!

Ahh.. I love bitches who talk shit. I really do. I'm still unable to comprehend why people can't just say the things that they feel like saying about me to my face. Why is that so fucking difficult? What is so hard about it? You know what bitch. You keep on talking. Just keep on talking your trash. However, when your sea lion ass spits out that pup ( Read more... )