So, school should die. The first day back from Spring Break sucks already. One more week would have been fantastic. But, I suppose we can't have one more week. Here we are. Chillin' in second, most of us bored out of our minds. I just found these absolutely GORGEOUS black and white photos of some calla lilys. It's amazing. I'm in love!

I'm sorry I'm not her.

I'm sorry I'm not him.

I'm sorry I'm not any of them.

I'm sorry that I'm not fucking good enough.

I'm sorry that I can't compare.

I'm sorry for being only me.

Here's what I think.

Fuck it.

If you want it like this, then fine.

YOU FUCKING WIN!!

I GIVE UP!!!!

Deal with all of this without me.

I'm tired of it.

So there. You happy?

YOU WIN!!!

Letter to the Reviewer ( Read more... )

In my 18 years, I've delt with many things. Heartbreak, hurt, sadness, and death. I've lost three grandparents and one very dear friend. To those of you who were friends with Becca Bohannon, I don't know what to say. A simple "I'm sorry." is all that I know to say. Death isn't something that is easily dealt with. Especially when a child, with an ( Read more... )

I HATE SNOW!!!

Life is going downt the shitter as we speak. I found a house. Me and five roommates could afford it at $140 a person. Who knew that my mother wouldn't be happy for me. She's afraid that I'll move in with irresponsible people and we won't make it. So, pretty much... She's telling me that I can't. And that makes me want to prove EVEN MORE that I can ( Read more... )

Aww... someone's a bitch!!!

26 hours of work in 3 days and 3 hours of sleep is beginning to take its toll on me.

It amazes me how some people are all God this... and God that... but they are the most judgemental people I've ever heard of. I'm trying really hard to get back in good with God. He and I had a falling out a while back that very few people know about, but that's all good now. I believe in God, and I believe in the things he can do for people. I ( Read more... )