im trying to keep myself from thinking that every chance i had to leave this place was a chance i should have took.

i hate being in a funk... ive been down all day and don't know why...

i'm bathing in naivety.

i drank a lot last night i mean how else do you end up dancing to Britney Spears' Masturbation song... with five other girls... in a livingroom .... in birmingham..... on a school night....i love my friends.

omg im on too many uppers.....

im freakin out man!

i love old tennis shoes.

mmmm~!

not to eat, but to wear.

i wish life had a soundtrack....

craggy rocks scrape deep into my muddy feet as i scramble on the cliff face ( Read more... )

There is no bullshit as to who this is about ( Read more... )

i hate all the family drama that is associated with the holidays, but its okay...

last night becky and i went to Tao's played poker w/ Ben, Thomas and Kelly, Doug 's crazy ass was there!

omg Ben was soo drunk last night, i think it was the funniest thing ive ever seen!

blah school is about to start back!

omg i love being back in birmingham ( Read more... )

merry christmas to all

i miss being loved ,, you know by a boy i mean, new relationships are exciting though, but its not the same as being loved...

i am strong however, i am woman hear me ROAR!

i am just fine with taking my time, with this new man of mine.