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why is it that whenever something great and enjoyable happens, its accompanied by something terrible and of the same magnitude?! of course, this disallows my enjoying ANYTHING! while everyone elses lives seem to be piecing themselves together, mine seems like its deminishing. i have nothing motivating me.....i have no reason to BE! i want a muse ( Read more... )

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i went to the auditions for "godspell" at my school today, and sang "just in love".........well, i think im gonna get a part in the play......YES, this makes me uber-nervous, but what the hell?! why not try! if i suck, w/e i tried! :D

oh so emo

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went to all district band auditions today.....i did freaking awesome when i was practicing, but when i got in front of 2 old guys judging me, all my notes went sour.....well, not all of them, but you get the point. everytime i started to play, i saw them start to write something....IT WAS HORRIBLE!! ugh! i actually didnt want to get into all ( Read more... )

if i were to die RIGHT NOW, i would be completly content, knowing that i had the best friends in the world, and lived a good but trying life ( Read more... )