Comments | brndnwnvmbr: The pressure is slowly dissolving.

brndnwnvmbr

The pressure is slowly dissolving.

Oct 05, 2005 15:10

I don't much enjoy this feeling of carrying the world on my shoulders at all. I want so badly to just give up, I no longer feel like I deserve to carry this broken family, and I'm being selfish. I'm going to have to carry this weight on myself until my sister leaves the house, and possibly longer than that. College is going to be amazing. While ( Read more... )

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emo_munchkin October 5 2005, 18:59:41 UTC

oberlin and kenyon. they're liberal artsy, but selective and some of the best. if you want larger, there are alot of schools in vermont and upstate new york that are great, like middlebury (i think its a ivy, not sure), rochester, manhattanville... yea... you get the point. if you can get your hands on fiske's guide or the princeton review, that will probably help a bundle.

dyng2bealive October 6 2005, 10:01:38 UTC

blah. college sounds.. amazing. i just worry about actually GETTING that far. applications and auditions are going to kick my ass and then wipe the floor with it. But hopefully, my ass will do such a good job of cleaning certain floors that they'll decide to keep it around :). I was just thinking the other day about how I haven't talked to you in a long time. A long, long time. I miss you sometimes- you were always good for talking to. If you come down over winter break, lemme know.