This weekend for me was good. Friday me,mom,jackson,and Chelsea went to Shang Hi..it was kind of gross but Jackson loves those chinese people. He just couldn't stop looking at them:) I FINALLY got new contacts last weekend...so now I don't squint anymore.....FOR ALL U PPL WHO SAY I LOOK HIGH ( Read more... )

Today was good. We had a "suprise" test in Mr. Brown's class. I think I did good. I didn't want to tell anybody though b/c everyone didn't think they did good. I feel like they all hate me in there..just b/c I actually GET chemistry and they don't. Anyways..lunch was good today ( Read more... )

I have hardly any time to update anymore. I still get on here I just don't have time to update. Today was my first day back to school. It was good actually being able to get out of the house. I have lost 25pds. I weigh 115 again!! YAY! I dyed my hair back dark. I guess it looks good. I just have to get used to being dark again. Saturday me and mom ( Read more... )

My life is pretty good right now, even though I still have rambling thoughts about certain "secret" things. The baby is doing great, he's asleep right now. He should be waking up any minute to eat though. I feel 100% better about myself. I think my self confidence level went up like 5 points. It scares Josh and I think its funny. He is soooo ( Read more... )

Well...I'm a mom. Josh has been as great as ever..which is suprising. I have lost 20 of my 25 pd. that I gained..which is nice. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. I haven't been able to get on b/c I've been busy with the baby. He is wonderful in every single way possible. He hardly ever cries. Which is GREAT! He looks just like josh ( Read more... )

Welp...I went to the doctor yesterday..thinking that I was going to hear the great news that he was going to go ahead and induce...only to find out that they're going to induce tomorrow. I have to be at the hospital at 6 am. I am so nervous. I can't even describe all the emotions that I have right know!! I am going to be a mommy TOMORROW!! Wow...

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I'm going to be a mom THURSDAY!!!!!!!! At 6am!!!!!!!!!

My power just came back on...otherwise I probably would have already updated. Day by day, minute by minute....it gets better. I just keep thinking about how happy she must be now and my worries and sadness starts to fade away. Courtney Dollar called me just a few hours ago and told the good news that she is about to get her water broke. So, I'm ( Read more... )

Well....yeah. I feel like all this is just a dream. Like just yesterday we were in yearbook complaining about our boyfriends or last year when me and chasley sat behind her in the stands during football games and shared makeup and hoped that Donna wouldn't see us making touch-ups. The first person that hugged me when I walked through those gym ( Read more... )

School today was just about the same as any other school day for me...miserable. I just try to act like I'm okay and deal with it. There is no since in crying and complaining over something that I can't change. I heard that Sasha had her baby..that's great. I hope she's healthy and is going to sleep through the night...like I hope mine will:) I ( Read more... )