This is part of Low By Kelly Clarkson, It fits...
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low

No I don’t need your number
There’s nothing left to say
Except I never thought it'd hurt this much to be saved
My friends ( Read more... )

So this is my retraction of my eariler entry. I havn't posted on this lately, and I feel that I can't face Jared, I really dont know why, because I never have trouble doing it to other people. So here goes, If jared reads this, I want him to understand that it was MY fault our friendship hit the rocks, I freaked, and It wasn't the best move, But I ( Read more... )

God wants no excuses,I have only one: Forgive me...I have only one, and that I'm too selfish.
Did I take a step too far?
Am I leader? Or, Am I traitor?
Couldn't hear no music...Couldn't see no light...Crazy from the fright.
Tears without no comfort...Screams without no sound...Only darkness and pain...The anger and pain...
The blood and the pain!
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Someone is crying, just now I heard them.
Someone in this house is crying.
Why won't they tell me? I know they're lying.
Someone here is lost, or mad.
I must try to find them,
Beg them stop so I can sleep.

I heard someone crying.
Who, tho', could it be?
Someone in this house,
Whom no one seems to see.
Someone no one seems to hear, except for me.

I ( Read more... )

My friend, I wish all to be well. Talk to me sometime

Okay..So I've been doing some deep thought on Bryan. He's crazy, and funny, loony, and nuts. I think he is in love with me...And I think I'm afraid to let him get close because I dont want to be hurt again, I mean I like bryan...But I'm just afraid....what do I do :(

On a positive note Look who loves me?!


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Well I hope everyone had a wonderful new years. I know mine was extermly mind blowing. I was with Bryan, Tiff and Ashley. OMG Bryan is crazy, but it was so much fun at Ashley's. But today after Bryan slept over, we were just cuddling and all of a sudden, my pants were off and we were on round 3 for the weekend. OMG! So I rang in the new year. Hope ( Read more... )

So Bryan gets to spend the night, I'm so excited. Oh and Little shop....lets just say...its not the best right now. If anyone knows mike Hilliker, please pray for me, cuz I'm gonna hit him soon, he's driving me CRAZY! Well...thats all, Night!

Sex.....

"Traditionally sex was perfect moment after marriage, nowadays we have sex to make sure we can ( Read more... )

God I've noticed that everytime I'm with Kadi, Cops are Everywhere! It's Crazy. Other then that, I think I fucked things over with bryan because I pissed off his dad....It sucks! I wanna Cry...:(

So I did some laundry, and releaized that my chap stick went through the washer....AGAIN, it totally sucked. I also found out that I need a job, and FAST like by tomorrow, or I wont be able to go to europe, God damnit, I wish i had a money tree...:(

Sex...

“Sex is like art. Most of it is pretty bad, and the good stuff is out of your price range.”