goddammit, i still love her.

i havent talked to her in almost 5 months, but i still get butterflies in my stomach every time i see her.

im still completely head over heels in love with her.

goddammit....

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life has oficially gotten boring. theres no excitement left. every day its the same routine: get up, go to school, extra carriculars, come home, excercise, watch tv, go to bed. its all just so balnd and predictable. the lack of spontanaitey is really depressing. and i have no idea what the hell i can do about it ( Read more... )

i think that i'm oficially taking over my mom's computer. i now name this computer in the name of me. my computer has spyware or some shit like that on it again so its not starting up right and theres always something wrong with it. its just become oto much of a pain in the ass to deal with all the time, so im just taking over my moms computer. ( Read more... )

part of me really doesnt want to go to school tomorrow, but part of me does. i'll have to get up early and go back to classes with a lot of really annoying people and have to sit inside on a beautiful day, but on the other hand, i'll get to see a lot of my friends again and find out how their spring break was and i'll be able to talk about mine. i ( Read more... )

wow, i just got home from st. thomas, and i don't even know how to begin to describe how awesome it was. i wish i was back there right now, with a lot of my good friends. that would have been the only thing that could have made that trip better. i could just imagine being down there with kevin, sara, michelle, priya, maggie, other sara, and a lot ( Read more... )

this week is taking too freaking long and its really starting to piss me off. i didn't realize how much today and tomorrow were going to suck until all of my friends were actually gone. i miss priya, michelle, maggie, bonnie, erin, and everyone else. well, not everyone else, i dont miss eedee, she can stay there for all i care. wow, what a ( Read more... )

we had festival today, i personally think we could have done better. i mean, we did great, but had people actually been in class and tried harder, we could have done better. the judges gave us straight superiors, though. si, apparently they thought we did pretty good. our clinician sucked. he was really annoying and he thought he was black. he ( Read more... )

so, for a monday, this was a prety decent day. the show choir concert was tonight, so thats a stress thats out of my life. we dod pretty good though. i was told i did realy good on my solos and out full group songs were pretty good too. except route 66. for those of you who werent there, the lights went out during route 66 so it went dark in the ( Read more... )

so, today was pretty fun. i went to an early dinner with my sister and dad for easter. we ate at houlihans and my sister and i got the chicken that was stuffed with a garlic and herb butter and then breaded. it was damn good, but their clam chowder wasnt all that great. after that i came home and sat on the couch for about 30 minutes before tony ( Read more... )