I don't hate u...I'm just sick of all the drama u put me thru. I haven't said anything to u b/c I knew it wouldnt matter...everytime I've tried u tell me I'm imagining things or make it seem like it's my fault. I'm really sorry if I have been upseting u so much but I've been upset over this too; I just don't show it. All this year you've constantly put me down and made me feel judged and worthless. I don't know if u do it on purpose or what but it hurts. And I don't wanna feel like that. And if you have problems with me, please come and tell me, don't talk about me to one of my best friends and/or my boyfriend...cuz that doesn't help. I'm not gonna lie...we're not close anymore. But if we can get thru all this bullshit, we can be friends. I hope u can see where I'm coming from cuz you havent any other time I've told u how I've felt this year...hence why I've given up explaining it to u.
You forget that Justin is my best friend too and I'll talk to him whenever I feel nessesary. When I talk to Hunter about you it's about how much you like him I tell him I think you two are cute. I asked him once the other day if you were mad at me. It works two ways. You need to talk to me about things too and I know you've been through things you havn't discussed with me. You didn't tell me ether because you thought I wouldn't care or because you thought I would be judgemental. I do care about what you are doing Zsazsa. Though I do not that stuff I'm not clueless. I know that everyone drugs and smokes and has sex. I'm not judgemental of anybody else so why would you feel like I'm judging you? I judge myself more then anyone else on this planet and I'm not happy with myself
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