i feel unsure of just about every single thing in my life.
i'm just so worn out and tired of this.
i need to get away from everything.

i hate the feeling of pinpointing just what you feel and and where you are but having absolutely no idea how you got there. how the hell did this happen? how did i get here and what do i do to get out?

yo i am awful at updating my livejournal ( Read more... )

summer is almost over and i'm starting my sophomore year of college. whoa ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm in a very awkward place in my life right now ( Read more... )

once again i have neglected my poor livejournal ( Read more... )

in a series of unfortunate, yet excellent, events last night i ended up with a large bruise/bump on my head, a swollen bruised knee, scrapped hands, and an arm that hurts alot ( Read more... )

Summer is so close I can taste it. I just need to push through these next few weeks and not slack off/fail my finals ( Read more... )

i hate this endless awful feeling that i have in the pit of my stomach.

i hate the fact that nothing is how it was supposed to be.

i hate how i sound like such a dumb whiny bitch right now.

i desperately need something or someone.

i need something to feel right.

i need something that lasts.

i'm loosing it...gradually but suddenly i'm slipping

i just posted my first ever private livejournal entry.

it felt good to just type and not have to worry about making my statements witty or grammatically correct.

so tonight i walked into tap's room in pj shorts and a t-shirt and she says to me "wow, you've really gained alot of weight...i can see it in your legs". i just told her to shut up and walked away, but i know that she's completely right. i wouldn't say i've gained alot of weight, but i've definetly gained my far share of weight. i am by no means ( Read more... )