I know some people really hate it when people post lyrics so I'm warning you...

this song is absolutely amazing and I have fallen in love with it... its on my myspace if ya haven't heard it yet
um but yeah I really love it.

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

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Last night Alex and I staye up with Revisa until about 5 in the AM> We had a much needed talk and it hurt, I'll admit that. It really hurt to hear the person that I care about most tell me some of the stuff he told me, but I needed to hear it. This morning Revisa sent me this story and ya know it is the truth. it is an absolutely beautiful story ( Read more... )

I am really trying so damn hard to just not care and live my life the way I want to ( Read more... )

so to top off how bad my life is right now.... my computers hard drive has completely been destroyed and I have to get a new one....which means...becasue I am retarted and never save anything with a back up.....I have lost everything on my computer....pictures, songs, conversations, papers, resume's, reference and contact numbers......my VITA, ( Read more... )

I am beyond pissed off at fucking SAM 2003 for the biggest waste of my time ever ( Read more... )

can't sleep ( Read more... )

I hate that everytime I post I'm in the dumps... and it seems to be about once a month based on my cycle ( Read more... )

it is so hard to be happy.
that sounds a little harsh....
I can be happy and be fine.... no biggie
but I have a hard time being happy for people when what they have is being thrown in your face.
I know it sounds cruel and mean and horrid, but it's the truth....
and I won't ever get it, because I'm the person that will end up alone.
there's one in every ( Read more... )

So today has been interesting.
Tomorrow is going to suck.
I have a test in history and I am not looking forward to it.
Alex's sister gets married this Friday. 
That means he gets to spend time with his family this weekend and I don't get to see mine.
I could potentially go home for Nanny's 85th birthday party.... we'll see...
my car sucks major ass.
I ( Read more... )

w00t!
I have a job.
I am beyond excited!
It is at The Children's Place in the mall accross the street from campus.
Tonight is our party thingy....
gots to go shopping in a bit.
Will and Grace rock my face off...
w00t!
Even though at times I'm in a slump,
my life is better than I make it out to be sometimes.
I'm kinda happy for the most part..
I have amazing ( Read more... )