Why do emotions suck so much?

why does work have to be so much....WORK?

why can't it be something resembling FUN? or even INTERESTING?

why do I have to bite and scratch and claw my way out of my own head to get work done?

I emotionally exhausted from fighting myself- so much so that I can't even face the reality of the choice I've made.

I'm constantly ( Read more... )

I'm singing this aria this semester. LOVE it. makes me want to weep, because of what happens to Susannah after it. It's GEORGEOUS though.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jk9JV3gpwvc

Renee actually takes a lot of liberties with the rhythms, but hey...she's Renee Fleming. and she's SOOO emotive.

I want to connect to people in that way when I sing.

LISTEN TO THIS PLAYLIST. seriously.

Well....if you have a time constraint, you can just listen to some of it (*admittedly there are a few songs on here I'm not completely enamored w/ but all the good ones are on here!*)

http://www.imeem.com/ninafarishadren/playlist/uAgzZn65/spring_waltz_music_playlist/

One of my fav korean songs is "One Love" - by ( Read more... )

#1 most hated thing to do in the world....

MOVE FURNITURE. or...really...any of my things.

ugh.

LOL. All my Islamic ladies in the house say...heck yeah!

America...meet the "burqini".

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...then came juan diego florez. one of few operatic  high tenors I can actually...enjoy!

http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=89884693

(*look on the left for the donizetti aria that he encored that the Met (*the first encore done there in 14 yrs!*)

I. have. Hope.

Regina Spektor is cool

I really want to eat icecream right now.

I want to practice too.

my one of my roommates is moving in tomorrow. I'm a smidge freaked out. living with someone new is really scary sometimes.

think about how freaked out I am, makes me want to eat icecream even more.
ben and jerry's phish food.

I'm glad publix isn't open.

I can't believe I honestly, really, truly question everything in my life...on like...a daily basis ( Read more... )

this song is seriously awesome. I think I only like this version though- its sung by Alex from the internationally loved group Clazziquai. totally awesome stuff. you need to check it out. and love it. they sing in english too.

Translations and romanization.(*incase you feel the need to sing along in butcher Korean. like I do :)*)
by Loveholic (* ( Read more... )