omg im sorry that i havent been here fr like a month! iv just had a lot of stuff goin on right now.... ok well first of all my dad went on a date like a couple of weeks ago.. and i mean most people waite like at least about a year after their wife r someone like that dies... but no he waits about 2 months... and i was most deff. not ready for him ( Read more... )

(its been a while since iv written in here..sorry) well since the last time iv written in here ....umm my moms funeral wasnt too long ago..it wasnt as bad as i thought and im spendin more time with sean..on newyears he finally asked me out ..he told me that the only reason that he didnt ask me out sooner is b/c he wanted to ask me out on a special ( Read more... )

i feel like ranting soo bad..-> ok umm omg i have to get up early tomorrow...cuz my dad is making me get up and hes taking me christmas shopping IN THE MORNING all because he wants to miss the traffic....SON OF A MOTHER...i wanted to sleep in too..well thats not anything different but still. i was actually gonna be able to this time...yea so i ( Read more... )

ok well yesterday was indeed the worst day ever..and im not even just saying that this time ....my mom passed away yesterday at 11:50 while i was still at school and so everything is happening just way too fast and i think im in denial or somehtin cuz i stil think that shes here and i really dont wanna believe that shes actually gone...

-me

im hangin out with my friend caroline and she over at my house ... and so were not really doin much just sittin around..ok well ima go pig out cuz im just in oue of thoes moods.......its kinda weird.oh yea and im also waitin fr sean to call me cuz hes on vacation in New York..fr like a week yea and he said that he would call me at 9:00..ok well bi ( Read more... )

.....well my moms gettin worse.....the doctors have told me that shes not gonna last very long and that shes probably gonna pass away at the end of the year..(and when i say year i mean the end of 2004)and now its like when ever i go in her room to see her she looks at me but she doesnt really see me ..i mean she knows that someone is there but she ( Read more... )

OMG I HAVENT WRITTEN IN HERE FR SO LONG....ok well life is a bitch right now this girl named caroline at my school (she also goes to my church) is soooo fuckin annoying! i cant stand her! and she knows that shes annoying and she thinks its funny but everyone like hates her for it..and she doesnt get it!!! i swear she pisses me off..! and plus i ( Read more... )

..im so pissed! my dress hasent come yet..and i needed it today! and so since i didnt have my dress i couldnt go to the homecoming in Herndon......but i guess ill be ok....theres always next year...well maybe. my homecoming is in 13 days (16th) and so im kinda excited cuz its gonna be fun! yea see my dad said that i cant have a date to homecoming.. ( Read more... )

i cant remember the last time i updated ...if its been a while im sorry...well ANYWAYS i am sooooooooo pissed!!!!!!!! ok i ordered my homecoming dress off the internet on saturday and it was supposed to come on monday but it hasent come yet and its already wednesday! and i have two homecomings to go to ..one of which is THIS UPCOMING SATURDAY!!!! ( Read more... )

omg! i had yet ANOTHER blond moment.... ok well i was at the mall with my sister and so we went into Claires cuz she wanted to get something. so we went up to the front desk so that she could pay for it, and there were some packages of tissues that said "SNIFF" on them...so i picked one of them up and started smelling it..and i was really confused ( Read more... )