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[brodiedurden]

http://www.livejournal.com/users/fante_bukowski/

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[bleedingxxtears]

so you expect people to listen to your problems now that your life isn't all cheery perfect-ville? where were you when i needed you the most? securely chained to steph and that perfect moment or just avoiding alice? do you know what it feels like to have people sent after you to physically harm you or just make your life miserable? do you know what it feels like to be a part of an abortion? you do actually know what it feels like to have someone calling you X times a day asking questions constantly and not being able to really articulate your reasoning. that is why i needed you to help me. you understand that, right? you understand that i would have done the same for you if you would have asked. i do appreciate the few phone calls where you helped me out with this shit. it meant a lot. i would have returned every second you spared if you would have come to me. you know this.
that's just my personal beef, ligeti. i'm not even starting on the shit you put alice through.

[fante_bukowski]

I offered help. You know I'm always here if you need to talk to me. Whenever I try to talk to you, though, everything's fine and dandy. Don't put the blame on me here. And I'm sorry for what I put Alice through, but there's nothing I can do about it now. There's a million things to say on the subject, but I won't bother. It's something we'll never see eye to eye on.

[bleedingxxtears]

the main thing i needed you to do was talk to alice for a few minutes to help me out. that's it, man. that's all i needed but you couldn't because you were so in love with this girl you'd drop your friends and let them fend for themselves. well, i guess i was quite wrong. get a grip on yourself, man. get your priorities straight.

[fante_bukowski]

What the fuck would you have had me do? Throw away my relationship with someone I loved just to help you get out of your own shit? There's a line drawn between being a good friend and going too far. I won't cross that line, and fuck you for wanting me to. That's not right at all. Maybe it's because you don't know Steph, but she would've dumped me for that, straight out. Especially after that shit Alice pulled when she talked to Steph.