Thinking

[brodstar]

Time travels so awfully slowly up here. Five seconds seems like what used to be five minutes. Five minutes seems like what used to be five hours. Five hours seems like what used to be five days. I have nothing to occupy my mind, or take it over (ie. drugs) and I've slowly started thinking about my life again. It's scary and hard and I don't want to

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[joelie]

Whatever you do, you know you can always come back to my platform for repairs. Love you babe.

[fizzgig101]

Okay... I think this metaphor is getting way too extended. =P No offense Joel, but come to my platform has the ring of "Fish in my trout stream" if you get my drift. Perhaps you don't... Anyway, if you feel like it, we should catch up Brody. xx

[bennjiboi]

brody, again you are out of your fucking head and im am here to tell you so.

"But in reality I know I can't choose. It's not me that chooses what pieces of the past will remain in my new life. Life is a disappearing act."

news flash.

you can fucking choose, you can decide, you can because that thing you are liveing at the moment is you're life and you are the only one who can shape its path, choose the direction and take the responceability for everything that comes and goes, including friends, job, money and memory.

friends come and go, just like drugs and money, it all has its life span, as we all know..

some things come and go much quicker then others, i guess your job, realise what it is that shall be around for longer periods of time then others and put a bit more effort into them rather then bothering with time wasting shit?

i love you.

jump as many trains as you like, ill always be right behind you

xxx

[brodstar]

Thankyou.

Just so you know I posted that before you arrived the other night. My head is much more screwed on now. See latest post.

Bless._xx