hi journal. How are you doing? I'm doing fine, it's nice to hear that you are still here. So bye.

why do I feel so indecisive about leaving saturday? hmm, i guess I'll feel better when the travleing part is over. And I think I will miss my dad, cause we see each other everyday and it has been that way for 3 years now. hmm, so i guess im not really sure how i feel about leaving, which is weird considereing all i wanted was to go back for the ( Read more... )

so right now I am watching liberty heights and smelling my apple cinnamon air freshner plug in. Now all I need is some applesauce and I'll be back in the summer of 04. Everything reminds me of it and for some reason I miss it sooo much. eventhough it was the most depressing time of my life. I love thinking about it and I can't stop. So I prolly ( Read more... )

getting my tickets today so YAY! Leaving on the 3rd at 11:40am.Then I will be in gainseville on the fourth at 10:45am. Then I have decided I will leave on the 17th of July. I will have to catch the bus at 11am then I will be home at 9:30am on the 18th. Everything is finally set!!!! And I am sorta excited, maybe I'll be more excited when the day ( Read more... )

....I wana make tea in my underware without the fear of anyone walking in......

that would be nice, alone in the home todo Nething I want......even make tea in my underware...........*perfection*

watched manic. and you should too. Didn't much care for the way it was filmed, I hated the camra that was used. looked like a home video. and I didn't care for the EXTREAME shakeyness of the scenes as if someone was just standing there filming and being jittery at the same time. Other than thta it was a pretty intresting movie.

FUCK YES!!!!!! FINALLY ( Read more... )

and he killed me.

Drempt i was at some grocery store and i was like 13,with sara and stephanie for my birthday and there were brownies and I was mad at stephanie...crazy dream.

Neil young, yet again killing me.

saw prozac nation today. I'm not sure if I liked it or not, still decideing, though secretly, I think I do like it, maybe. Neil Young can either save me or kill me right now, I just have to decide which. My hair is everywhere and buging me. I wish i could just shave my head but i know that my bald little head would be cold the next day.sad day.

sick dream last night. there was this guy, maybe in his 30's who came over to the house to fix something in the garage, but it wasn't really there. anyways somthing hapened and he pushed me on the floor and started to choke me and hold my face down in a weird way. then i ran out and told my dad and he walked him out the door and punched him in the ( Read more... )