I'mfeelin pretty stupid. I went down stairs and took some beers from the fridge and drank them in 15 minutes. Then I felt like I was gona be sick but now I just feel stupid cause my dads callin me down staairs and im all dizzy and can't walk straight o talk right so i'm kinda thinkin abuot just stayin up here in my room right now, or for a whle. ( Read more... )

I'm tired of being right now, I'm just way too anxious at the moment. I think I am being way to anxious a lot lately, maybe I should get help for that ( Read more... )

What if dreams are actually another life a person leads while they think they are asleep. As in sleep is the illusion that leads to you activity in a twisted sick paralell universe, that's why dreams don't ever make much since ( Read more... )

i totally just erased the thing I wrote, i don't think it'd be appropriate, but it was well deserved.

my arm burns so I layed down. I drifted off to sleep then i was kind of awake. I felt ilke I was some how leaving myself, it was so weird. and right now it seems like everything is speeded up past normal, this song seems way too fast and odd not normal and my hands are so fast right now it's scary. geeze, it's crazy. Now I'm really really cold, and ( Read more... )

my arm hurts, had a terrible day yesterday, almost unbelieveable. And it started around 5 and lasted till 2 in the morning. and the song I've been looking for my entire life is putting me in a bad place.

i fell down he stairs..and it hurt. thankfully no one saw. but now I am really badly bruised. and then i found the song i have been looking for my entire life, and it's wonderfull. i wana see stay, seems good. tonight, abc family and i have a date. Chitty Chitty Bang Bang and I won't miss that for the world, but maybe for my favorite song. And ( Read more... )

I did my hair in rag curls last night and went to sleep with them in, needlesss to say I now have a full afro, and it looks so 80's on me. All night long I kept waking up beacuse it felt weird laying down with them in my hair, I must have had 10 idfferent dreams about me wakeing up and unding the rags to see my curls. When I couldn't sleep ( Read more... )

I had the most discusting dream last night that I have ever had in my entire life. It was so horrible. It was more disgusting than the hills have eyes. I won't even say what happened in it cause it's to sick but lets just say that there was a human de-skinning machine init.....that was used....AWW!!! So grooooosssssss!!!!

doing things i shouldn't be. my room is just way to hot. and my finger...really really hurts. i keep making it worse.wana call sara but it seems to be an impossible task....hmm, thats just weird.