fuck fuck fuck.

why can't i find someone who will just tell me everything will be ok instead of fucking with my head everyother week.

seriously!!

i can't take this whole i love you and we'll be together forever one day and the next I need to move back to california.

me and my mother still are not talking.

i just want to be happy agian.

mario is so amasing, sometimes i wonder how did i get him??

i'm very lucky to have such a great guy.

my mom left a note on the door telling me she would be back in a few days and not to worry.

thats shitty.
i have no idea where she went.

i have no phone.
and if it comes in the mail she has the only key,
love love love

i'm getting really excited about going home for two weeks.

two weeks from today i'll be driving down I-5 towards everyone i love and everyone who loves me.

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'll also be working everyday intill i leave cuz i'm broke.
but oh well.

jarhead was a good movie.

walking around downtown portland with someone you love on a saturday night bundled up it also nice.

he bought me gloves. and held the unbrella.

powells is the best bookstore ever.

i love portland.

last nite hell was in my house ( Read more... )

mario and my mom seriously got into last night. here's how it went down...

we came home from grocery shopping and my dog was hurt. she accused mario (who is really the one who loves that dog most) of beating her. he left for a second and she informed me that mario is abusive to me?? and never lets me do anything. well mario semi walks in on this. ( Read more... )

mario went out with some friends last nite.

came home around 10 to confess his undying love for me.

radd.

nothing special, work is work. going over to dan and nancy house tonite, should be fun.

I cut my hair.

i look like elvira or however you spell her name.

it's pretty radd.

mario threw his back out.

california is getting nearer.

i've come to relise i have lost all people skills.

whitney grady needs to call nicole delaney.