you want real... you got itmeggers_02February 3 2006, 09:07:29 UTC
ok asshole.... i have always said what i really feel...yea i may have my own problems... but your a friend... hell you were like a brother to me... now its nothing.... and it sucks... ummm hi if tara didnt like the lazy, overweight guy that you WHY WOULD SHE STILL BE WITH YOU????... i dont have a job right now... not going to college yet.... not until fall... sooo please not everyone is lucky as you... you have girlfriend whose family let you live with them... you have someone to sleep with every nite.... stop saying your letting people down... YOUR NOT...if you were...they prolly would have told you to leave, get out... but they havent.. soo your depressed... shit it happends... you make mistakes you grow from them.... you doubt yourself.. it happends... doesnt make you any less of a person... no one ever said you have to be perfect.. NO ONE...they just said that YOU had to be YOU and noone else... AND UMMM YEA IT WOULD MATTER IF YOU FELL OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH....k thanks...
damnit all, i know we haven't really talked or even fuckin' seen each other in like a fuckin' year, but SHIT yeah i actually do give a fuck. and yeah, i prolly would be devestated if you just fell off into nothingness. shit! dude, your ass took care of me at cp in 04!! and hell, read my lj all the way through sometime, i'm in the same fuckin' boat, so i DO KNOW how you're feelin' bro!! at least you're makin' money. i'm on unemployment!! you've gotten a lot farther than i have in the past year. don't say this a lot but i'm kind of proud of you. i mean you always seemed to do well and had really great things going for you. and no matter how shitty things were going around you, you were ALWAYS the one person with the chipper attitude and smile on your face. get your ass to sandusky. i may be broke, but i'm taking your ass to the dutch for yards!!
The only person who can change yourself is you,and if you want change bad enough then you will do it. You will ask the right people and take the right steps to change. Not that Tara doesn't love you because I know she does, but you can't expect her to love you until you love yourself first. It's hard to do, but you have to just keep at it, even when you're discouraged and it's hard to do. Don't compare yourself with others. Who cares if people our age are graduating this year or not? You're in school and you're working for what you want. You need to live your life how you want to, not how you think others want you to. Keep your head up, darlin, and know that people are here if you need them. I've been around for what, 17 years now? You know I'm not going anywhere and you KNOW I'll tell you what I really think. Sometimes I think you're afraid to come to me because you know I'll tell you the truth. But that's what friends do and you know I'll say things only out of love :-) You can do it though. Keep your eyes fixed on God; regardless
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AND UMMM YEA IT WOULD MATTER IF YOU FELL OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH....k thanks...
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