I've had a really good week ( Read more... )

I don't want to be the stupid girl any more.
I don't want to be the twelve year old any more.
I never really liked being twelve.
And if I really look so twelve,
then why are all the guys that think I'm cute so illegal?

I need somebody to talk to.
Everybodies so busy.

and i really want this t-shirt


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I feel like at this point I only know enough to be angry about it and I wish I knew what the hell were going on. I really wanted to talk.

Sometimes I can distract myself long enough to be okay again and then something happens like I get a phone call asking for Brian's number at one in the morning and I get really upset again ( Read more... )

( I also thought my cow purse was joural worthy. )

( safari )

I forgot about the "!!!!!eleven"
I miss mallmonkeys.

An entire day in the sun and still no tan.
Still pasty white and british.
At least I didn't burn.

I also miss Michael Connelly.
All we listened to today was Neutral Milk Hotel and the Unicorns.
They both remind me a lot of him.
So does forumspeak.

I'm sorry about the bitchy entries I wrote last night but I'm really pissed off and I'm really hurt and I can't believe any of this has happened and I really don't feel like I should have any good emotions towards either of them, even if she didn't directly do anything for me, I think its so lame if any girl ever lets any guy whos already taken ( Read more... )

I'm so angry and I'm so upset and I feel like I can't trust anybodies word if I cant trust theirs.