so james and i are bored. we are planning out my apartment, i need a cat...strippole...condom dispenser...frames for my pictures...ect but first we need to get a cat. i want to adopt one for sure. and then get some fish maybe. im gonna be fucking lonely! my brother better come stay with me ( Read more... )

Okay-- This last week has been crazy! So ill just list each day as i remember ( Read more... )

no one wants to help mend me, just watch me heal...my brother told me today he doesnt like what i do to my body. hes one to talk ( Read more... )

i have nothing to talk about because no one reads this.

This weekend was alright. I went to see Surrounded by lions at Studio 7. click on "look at my heart" to see some pics. They had a really good show. check out james' new jeans, i love them.

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My baby...

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I went to see Terri (therapist) today at 3. Things were okay...I decided i just wasnt going to tell her anything negative that happened to me this last past few weeks because i just didnt feel like talking about it. Well that failed. I fell apart and then she told me that she hasnt seen me this depressed in years ( Read more... )

I took my dog (Deisel) for two walks today. We went to my old grade school and went around the track. and then we went to Redmond for a night walk with my mom. We were walking by Hollywood video and ROCKY VOTOLATO was just walking out. I was kinda shocked so i said "Rocky?" and he was like "I think so?" and i was like "hey i go to alot of your ( Read more... )

so i am a poser because i love my friends and family. and when im around them i actually enjoy it. everyone who knows me know how much my friends mean to me, and thats why ive never screwed any of them over ( Read more... )

Im not playing my cards right lately ( Read more... )