in the end

[broken010408]

its the little things that kill you. have major depression, ok with that.sketchy boyfriend, ok with that. no money, ok with that. constantly lonely, ok with that.
weedwhacker won't work? AAAAAAAAUUUUGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!

it ran out of string. looked for string in stores. none. started last fall, this looking. gave up. winter came so its ok. spring

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[thinkuknowme]

i think the worst is when its something that you really do have control over. when i cant figure something as simple as a bracket or a light fixture, i have been known to go absolutely apeshit. over a light. sound a little ridiculous? I'm sure, but its things like that that i cant deal with. i hope that you get that weed wacker on. it seems that some people really do have all the luck. they are hanged the good cards, and some people just aren't as lucky. it sucks.

[failuresofine]

this is what i mean about the world loving some people and hating the rest. those of us who are hated try try and try and can't get anywhere. others just walk waltz through it all, its so easy.

I agree with this sentiment completely. I've always been a massive failure in life, no matter what I do or how hard I try. Then I have friends who have had fabulous lives handed to them on a silver platter. I don't hate them for it, I'm glad they don't have to suffer living the crap life I've been handed(though I have a theory as to why it is the way it is... might sound silly to some but it makes sense to my warped mind), but it's difficult watching everyone else cruise along while I get dragged through the gutter day in and day out.

It's exhausting.