i like how, no matter what, i'am 'not good enough'. 'not cute enough'. 'not rich enough'.

fuck you.

this weekend was fun and crazy...pretty much what i expected ( Read more... )

last night was awesome.

i had a show at the double oo pub, in redford.
off the pigs, the vala, and book of black earth (from seattle).

it wasn't packed, by any means, but still there was plenty of people.
i saw a girl i've had a 'thing' for, quite a few of my friends were there, and i got a really sweet back-patch & cd.myspace.com/

it's kinda hard for me to listen to joy division.
it makes me think about people, places, times...stuff that's gone now.

'love will tear us apart, again'

so i'am making a movie. yes, a movie ( Read more... )

9:30am-12...wake-up

12:15...smoke

12:00-3pm..."work" (some promoting mixed in with watching porn)

3:00-5:30...smoke then go for a walk

5:45-8...more "work"

8:30...smoke

8:40-4am...more "work" and smoking...

raising the white flag might be a good idea.
there arent any other safe options of a way out.

At one time, they were the most dangerous band in Detroit ( Read more... )

i'am stuck, in my thoughts.
i'll be stuck there for a long time.

maybe forever.

awesome.

another record breaking relationship....2 and a 1/2 months.