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[broken_ainjelle]

its so frustrating living life with this mask... pretending to be happy...pretending nothing happened...pretending everything is fine..pretending i'm strong...i just wanna let it all go..let sumone kno how badly im hurtin..but i cant..i just cant...i dunno how..and even if i did..i wouldnt kno where to begin..cuz honestly..i dunno where it all

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[antigone314]

I know how you feel. I feel the same way too sometimes.

[broken_ainjelle]

yea..i hate it...i wish there was sumthin i could do to stop it ya kno..so when u feel like that..what do u do to like make it go away?

[antigone314]

Honestly I let my inner child show. You I goof around and try to have fun. Cause it helps you let go of stress and once people get use to that than they can get use to the personality that you were hiding. I have been really shy to this guy that I like. Just recently I have been losening up to him. And I have known him for over a year and his sister is like a sister to me too so there was no reason to be shy. You just have to build up confidence and let people see you as you really are like when you are with your closest friend who knows almost everything about you.

[broken_ainjelle]

thanx alot..ya kno..that makes alotta sense..but c..i do that...i do it alot..but then i hav these breakdowns..and..i dunno..i just dont wanna be around anyone at all..i just pretend soo much i dunno who the real me is..i dunno..its all so frustratin...