So, Brandon's decided to move out. That leaves me in a pretty tight spot. Saray Frey and I cannot pay all the bills without a third roommate. Anybody interested?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

It still hurts that the person that I still love more than anything doesn't reciprocate that love. It hurts so badly that I don't want to feel anymore and want to hate him more than he could possibly fathom...but I can't ( Read more... )

One thing I love is staying up all night doing absolutely whatever I want, and seeing the first hints of daylight. It's more refreshing than twighlight after it rains. For the first time in a long time I realize how much I am worth. This is a new beginning for me, a good beginning ( Read more... )

What pisses me off is when people that are guests in an apartment that is jointly mine disrespect me; it won't happen again.

I deserve to be treated with respect, and no one is going to disrespect me in my house or from my house.

Well, it's true. I told Brandon I wanted to work things out with him. I had time to think and a year and a half is just something that I wasn't willing to throw away so quickly. I just needed time to breath ( Read more... )

One thing I'll never understand is how there came to be a right and a wrong to this. I feel so deserted by all of my livejournal people. I didn't do anything to Brandon, and my way of viewing the world is probably not much different than many of yours. Just ask me sometime.

I know that anything I say will probably be analyzed and recognized as some sort of half-assed attempt for pity. So, I'll just be succinct. I love Brandon. Brandon has been there for me through a whole bunch of shit, and, regardless of this situation, how much we're both hurting and are charged up, no one nor anything can say, imply, or ( Read more... )

My mother said, "People will always kick you when you're down." I know that she got that saying from somewhere else, but the fact still remains that the saying resounds in my ears with such fullness that nothing else could be the truth right now ( Read more... )

Haha.....ha...ha.