Since you won't talk to me, maybe you'll stumble across this...

[broken_cups]

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what to do about Jamie and Dallas. As if there IS a 'Jamie and Dallas' You've been broken up for years.
There's Jamie and Eric, who she is MARRYING in a few weeks.
and Dallas and... me?

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[pretend_shesaid]

one more thing that i didn't say on the phone. after a lot of thought, i realized what it is. i don't have feelings for him anymore, and i'm not mad at you for having those feelings about him. afterall, you're right, no one has much control over who they end up falling for(if that IS what you're doing)
it's just that... it feels weird. i don't want to share my memories with anyone. i don't want anyone I know to know what i mean when i mention an intimate personal part of my relationship with him. i don't want anyone else to go places we used to go or do things we used to do. i want it to be just mine. does that make sense, holly? i can't explain it, i just don't know if i'm ready to share that part of my life. so if you could just think about that.

[broken_cups]

I know exactly what you mean. It feels weird for me too. Because I don't want to take your place or become Jamie part 2. Whenever he and I are hanging out doing anything, I often think about your relationship. Believe me when I say that I didn't choose this, I just... I don't know. Nothing is going to come of it. I just thought you should know that there is a mutual attraction and intense feeling for one another.

[cerealcosmic]

Holly, it's ANDREW!

[broken_cups]

Hey, nerd! i'm adding you.