I've been really out of it this week, i've had this swirming stream of sadness just lingering ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a pretty shit day, i went to work feeling fine...after my first client i started feeling a little out of it and seeing fuzzies out of the corners of my eyes, thinking my blood sugar was low or something i drank a huge glass of this awesome mango peach juice we store in the back for clients. My second client was this asian lady i see ( Read more... )

Yesterday i had to evaluate this guy who was having an interview at Spasav. It was horrible, getting payed to get massaged seems like a cool thing but really, it's not. I felt sick most of the day afterward ( Read more... )

Things seemed to have slowed down a little bit lately..maybe i'm letting them slow down. Or maybe my schedule is more fragmented then ever that i really don't notice it picking up ( Read more... )

I managed to pull or strain some ligaments in my hand..working today was brutal. Saturday after work i was in so much pain I decided to make an appointment at studio bliss, i'm always skeptic about paying for a massage but i was plesantly surprised after my session with Caroline, she gave me a shiatsu/therapeutic style massage it helped me for that ( Read more... )

..And that's why i don't give into them, i toss and turn all night, set my alarm for 4am and let it buzz every 10 times until i decide to toss myself out of bed. Nietzsche you would spin around in your grave if you read what i wrote about slave morality, i'm in debt to you and am also incredibly sorry ( Read more... )

I spent most of the week looking for a good restaurant and some interesting events happening on Saturday for nothing...I was really exited to go out with them..really, i almost missed my bus not knowing what to wear but again, in vain. How disappoiting, no wonder i'd rather be with strangers most of the time ( Read more... )

This week was supposed to be my "March breaK" ...lame ( Read more... )

I got that second interview..after a week of not hearing from the osteo i thought they found someone a bit more enthusiastic but no...i am the most it seems. I meet with the osteopath and the owner of the club next week..woohoo. Why do i feel even more incompentent than usual..?

Oh and i skipped school and work today, enough is enough calis.

I had the longuest day in the world today ( Read more... )