night come quick I need to sleep rest this grief closed eyes can't weep fault and guilt take me down drown me in a pool of my own blood my skin cries cold tears, salt and ice burn my flesh still not a worthy sentence has been inflicted though my doings have merited terrible things ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Feels good, doesn't it. Just to scream. It's the only way to express whats going on inside. Just scream. Loud, long, and hard. Just scream. Scream for all the stress. Scream for all the confusion. When you can't make anything out of the humble jumble in your head; scream. Just scream. Scream for the lost and ( Read more... )

Males are the worst gender on the planet. They act so goddamn above everyone else. They're cocky and errogant and stupid and jerks and think that they can screw anything that moves. They cheat and lie and use and abuse. They're ignorant and basically bastards ( Read more... )

AHH, You know that happy feeling, like a warm sensation bursting inside you, while collapsing your insides, exploding through your every cell? That moment of pure bliss, elation, and a complete natural high, when a smile uncontrollably spreads over your face? I have one. It's like flying but yet falling. This is one incredible feeling you cannot ( Read more... )

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i feel evil

Omg, that was the funniest thing ever! I almost wet my pants. So hey, guess what, my moms crabby today! Oh wait, that's every day. So i was babbysitting last night. and this darling little angel i babysit for wants to go to the park, at like 7 o'clock, and so we walk to teh park, get there at like 7:30, and stay till 8. So it's getting really dark ( Read more... )

OK, so I teen help at church with Sunday school and there's this one song and everyone has to stand up and shout "That's what the love of God can do..." When ever it comes up in teh chorus and LUCKY ME, i got my period.(WHICH TOTALLY ISN'T FAIR SEEING AS I HAD IT ONLY TWO WEEKS AGO!!!!) Anyways, I had a SUPERLIGHT pad on and so i'm doing all this ( Read more... )

Somewhere, over the rainbow, way up high,
there's a land that i dreamed of, once in a lullaby,
someday i'll wish upon a star, wake up where the clouds are far behind me, where troubles melt like lemon drops, high above the chimeny tops that's where you'll find me, oh, some where over the rainbow, where the dreams that you wish of, do really do come

So i'm in love with this guy, and now i'm devasted, depressed and alone... So here's the funny part..... I dumped him.