WHAT THE HELL DID I DO???

[broken_gurlx]

I am at such a lose right now!! I mean I have tryed so hard to make James happy with me! He means everything to me! I want to be with him forever! I know that is a scary word but I mean it! Nobody has ever made me feel this special before! I love him with all my heart! But he just dosnt see it! I dont know what I did to make it this way and I am

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hey

[daddyless_crys]

well it seems like your not having a good day...and because i'm use to never having good days i no how you feel...and i just wanted to let you no that i love you and your the best person i have ever meet.... your my best friend and partner in crime....so i just wanted to let you no that when you feel bad or your having a bad day...no that no matter what i'm here... i no that i'm not the nicest person sometimes and i no sometimes you think that i'm making matt more important then you....but i want to you to no that NO MATTER WHAT...you are always number 1 in my book...your the only one who sings to Jesse McCartney at the top of there lungs with me....who is there anytime i need to cry...who talks to me and comforts me after i fight with matt (and that happens alot)..you take care of me after i make stupid drunkin mistakes...your let my other half in a way..cause i couldn't picture not hanging out with you or talking to you....and i no that now that we both have b/f at the same time it's even harder to see eachother...but still your

[broken_gurlx]

I know latly ist been hard to see each other but after this month is over it should start to get better! You are my bestfreind and with out you life just wouldnt be the same! Im trying my damndest but I keep wanting to go back to my old ways! Things just arent getting better! I will explain in my post!