i wish i could FIGURE THIS OUT!

[broken_smile_x]

ok...major update time!!
and as you know..im not gonna go day by day bc i can remember back that far

school started last week. whoaaaaa...senior year baby!!! im so stoked its crazy. but im also super nervous. nervous that ...sigh..this year wont go well. this is it. no more "ill do better next year" and no more "have a good summer. see you next

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[xcertiantragedy]

Geez. Way to Bitch

[x3x8x1x15x19x]

i dont even know you, nor do i care to. so you accuse bernadette of lying, hmm, so have you ever told a lie? have you? cause if you say no youre lying. EVERYONE LIES ABOUT SOME STUFF. there are some things people dont want other people to know.

bernadette does not = bitch.

you = bitch.

now go bitch elsewhere you _________ (loser, bitch, slut, whore, fatass) take your pick.

[x3x8x1x15x19x]

and i just got told something funny about you. YOU BITCHED ABOUT NOT GETTING WHAT YOU WANTED FOR LUNCH? WHAT A STUPID BITCH!

[xcertiantragedy]

I never said I havent lied. But, yeah. I would rather ask someone about something who hasn't lied to me rather than someone who has. And, of course I can be a bitch. But everyone can. Gosh. And, just because there are somethings people dont want other people to know doesnt mean that its right to lie.
And, as you said...You dont know me, so...don't accuse me of being a bitch. Becuase, I'm not. Yeah, I do bitch at people sometimes....but that doesn't make me a bitch.

[branspankinnew]

Wow. Out of all the things I have ever read, the chick up above this comment IS the bitch here. I think you need to take a step back little girl and realize what a freak you're being right now. Whatever Bernadette does is her own business and I fully support that. YOU have nothing to do with HER and her life, and if you're going around asking questions (even if it's "one simple question") it's "one simple question" too much. Mind your own business. If she wanted her life to be always on display she would have come and talk to you individually. See? So back the fuck off. She doesn't need your crap. Obviously she has enough going on in her life as it is.

Bernadette, I love you, and sooner or later you'll be out of high school darling. In college you don't have to be around people that are insane if you dont' want to be (and who would be?)

Call me my dear.. I'll be home next weekend! And I hope you're okay, you make me worried!

[xcertiantragedy]

Little girl?
thanks.

And, I can ask whatever questions I want. Geez, if Im in her buisness, then she doesnt have to tell me.

[broken_smile_x]

ok...since this is MY lj. i have the right to comment.
april. the lie i told you...me saying i didnt like jim anymore..was so obviously not true. and YOU being a girl that has like a guy before, should have realized that i still liked him. EVERY GIRL TELLS HERS HER FRIEND SHE DOESNT LIKE A GUY..SO SHE CAN GET OVER HIM. and if this is new to you..well huni youve got a lot to learn.
if you dont want to be friends with me bc of jim. fine. i dont need fake friends in my life.

andddd...to my other friends. you guys totaly rock
and sarah~~i love youuuuuuu

[xcertiantragedy]

I never said that. If you have something to say, just say it to my face. AND...I don't even care what the lie is. I don't lie about that. I dont know, maybe Im just weird. I will tell you right now, im not over Jim

girls..girls..girls..

[anonymous]

Okay, my goal here isn't to sound like Maury or Jerry Springer or a witch, but live journal's are for people to place their personal thoughts/feelings/emotions/etc., not a place for people to get all pissy about the things that are being said. If you honestly think someone isn't saying something, somewhere about you...you seriously need to wake up and smell the coffee. Sometimes you just have to accept the fact things won't go your way, and you gotta get over it. I'm not picking sides. Bernadette has EVERY right to type whatever she wants, but she shouldn't have to have fifty comments in the post about it saying she's a lying bitch. Everybody denies their feeligns about someone at some point in their life, but getting fifteen other people into the situation which should be between the two people who are facing the struggle of "should we date" "should we just be friends"..that's between them, and you just have to accept the fact. That's how it's always been, and that's probably how it'll always be.

That's my almost smart comment.

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[x3x8x1x15x19x]

i agree with you. except your poor counting, you might wana work on that. this is only the 12th comment. other then that, kudos.

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[broken_smile_x]

well thank you mr or mrs. anonymous =]
youre right, this is my journal and i have every right to say whatever i want.
april. sorry if youre not over jim. but really, were just friends right now. i dont expect you to be over him. and just so you know i told all of my friends (even esther) that i didnt like him. so its not like it was just you that got lied to. and yeah. everyone denies feelings towards someone else SOMETIME, so dont think youll never do it.
or wait! what about the time. when you first told me you liked jim. only a few weeks after we had broken up. then you suddenly didint like him anymore? thats not what i heard, i heard you just told me you didnt like him bc you knew how i still felt....remember that?

if you wanna talk to me april. call me. dont fight with me through the comments on my journal

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[xcertiantragedy]

As I have told you about 203483 million times...I dont have your phone number...
I remember that though. I said that I didn't like him because for a little while I didn't. Apperantly, katie talked to him for me, he said now wasnt a good time, so I just kinda gave it up. There were no strong feelings then, So. basicly, I didn't like him for a while. (between like... March and May) Then, after I realized why then wasn't a good time, blah blah blah, and after prom wiht leah and leah telling him she didnt like him, on and on... I decided that there could be a chance somewhere in the future, and we started talking, and the feelings came back.

And, Even if I was lying. Even though it would have been completely wrong, I would have been doing it for you, so you didn't get hurt. Yeah, I can be a complete bitch. But. Its not like I don't care about other peoples feelings...

Seeing as I don't have my number, and I gave you mine a while back...You can call me if you feel like it.