AAAAAAAAH i have a HUGE english essay due on tuesday i havent even started. i could have done the whole thing this weekend because im stupid and i have no life and an incredibly boring weekend. friday i went to bryans, saturday i did absolutley notthing. i was in my pjs all day like a lazy stupid girl with no life. i couldnt broing myself to do my ( Read more... )

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okay so boys are retarded and this is just a concept in life that i have to get used to. i nee to plot revenge, but im not sure how yet ( Read more... )

today was my sixth month with bryan. yea idk if its just me but i think thats a pretty big deal and he was being so weird today. i dont get it i dont even know what to think anymore because i was like wooo!!! six months! yeyy!! and he just...it didnt seem like anything to him and it felt like he played it off like it was nothing. idk im in a weird ( Read more... )

blahhhhh i feel so sickkk ='( and i still have to do my research paper and i miss bryan roarrrrr im cranky

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im on my hour and a half break between shows. its was good, better than yesterday auctually. i dont feel good =( and i told dr. ryan and he gave me a barf bucket thing. blahhh i dont want to go backkkkk. alright im done bitching i jsut thought i'd share.

last night was the first night of Pippin. it was auctually pretty good, there were some issues with the mics, but it was fine. yea my lips hurt again and i was soooo mad because Dr. Ryan like, gave up queing me soooo i never knew when i was supposed to come in and then he like added in a random flute part? and i was like hmmm... WHAT ARE YOU ( Read more... )

okay yesterday. wow. my lips hurt SO bad. ouch. omg thats all i can say OUCH!!! yea it wasnt as bad as i thought, but i was drinking coke the entire time for sugar and caffiene to keep me awake and not passing out. it didnt really work, but when i got home it ALL hit me so i didnt end up going to sleep until like 1. i also had like an adrenaline ( Read more... )

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im sooo mad. we had an early dismissal which means no pippin practice tonight. ok so thats good except that means that tomorrow i have rehearsal from 2:30-5:45 then a 15 minute dinner break and then we go from 6-9:30. so thats a total of a 6 hour and 15 minute rehearsal which is NUTS because its jsut..so dumb!!!! i seriously dont know what im ( Read more... )