once again nothing is what it appears to be

i feel like nothing

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wednesday is too far away or too close

going to chicago this weekend
it's still strange being here and not there

trapped

ive come to the conclusion that i will never like school.

nothing is fun anymore

all i do is work and go to school
too much

i dont like how this is going

please find me somewhere to live

it's good to be back in a quiet house ( Read more... )

and then we can just act like nothing happened...NOT ( Read more... )

hearing your voice for a couple seconds has kept me breathing normal

ive been sober for a week... and didnt even notice until now

going to bed early and waking at a normal time is great...
five hours till work... enough time to lay in my hammock and continue to imagine that you dont exsist... or that maybe i dont

remember that time i crawled into a hole and died

dear world,
it would be appreciated if you were a bit friendlier. i dont think anyone would mind. find me a nice house to live in since you seemed to nicely fuck the one i found.
fuck you
<3 erica ( Read more... )

holidays are overrated
... unless they get you out of work/school

remember the times i was such a loser i stole alcohol from my parents
... like right now

no point