not one to flatter myself..
my entire life, i've never really thought i was very good looking. i mean, i know im not ugly, but i've never been a knockout either. it doesnt really help that two of my best friends are two of the most gorgeous girls i've ever seen. when we go out, i feel so odd, because when guys stare, i know they're staring at them.
friday night when they(hollie and katie) were coloring my hair they were talking about how great i was going to look and all that jazz. the whole time i just sat there, thinking 'yeah whatev.'
when they got done with my hair, hollie did my makeup and plucked these crazy eyebrows of mine. when they finally let me look in the mirror, i didnt think i looked very different at all. they both said that standing next me mad them feel ugly. it was perhaps one of the most exciting things anyone has ever said to me. i still dont think that im all that atractive and whatnot, but it was a big self confidence booster. i've been needing one of those for quite some time.
friday night was one of the best nights i've had in a LONG time. we colored my hair and made cookies at 3 in the morning. we laughed until we cried, and then kept crying for who knows why. i love those girls.