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just got off the phone with rob and bsom. so fucking glad things are going real good for them right now. im extremly jealous im not there with them but at least me kirsten nool and colin have been doing lots of heavy drinking just like i would have if i had been on tour. so marc fucked phobia over too and a few other bands...i dont know what he did ( Read more... )

WOO YEA FUCK THAT LAST POST MOTHER FUCKERS IM OUT OF THE WHEEL CHAIR!

ughh im supposed to goto the doctors tomorrow for a check up and i was hoping that i would be told i was alot better and by now i am supposed to be getting ready to get out of the wheel chair . but no. not me. something always has to go wrong. everything fucking hurts now and my left hip is swollen like a mother fucker just like it was 4 weeks ago. ( Read more... )

the dudes just left. it sucks real bad to see my band leaving with out me but thats what i wanted. the only reason i didnt get upset was because of this - jay had been bugging me for some of my pain pills so i tricked him and gave him a bag full of my super strength laxatives and he took some before they left. man that van is gonna stink

so bsom leaves tomorrow. im excited even though i cant go anymore because i have aids..i mean a fractured pelvis.i used to always think bsom had bad luck but we really dont. we are just the laziest band ever. we do alot of talk then hope someone does things for us. o well thats just how we roll i guess...things always work out for in the end usualy ( Read more... )

i dont use this thing anyone but i guess i will just to let the some people know that im back home from the hospital. pretty fucking happy to be back i felt like i was going nuts but kirsten kept me sane. she stuck by me from the time i was laying on the ground in the middle of the street, met me at the hospital and hung out with me everday i was ( Read more... )

3rd time in a row that we were supposed to go back to the studio and marc just didnt answer his phone. something smells fishy

12 hour studio session. fuck. my brain has never been so drained. mike deane and mark wood made me literally almost deficate myself on the ride home this morning. i get home lay down pass the fuck out then my mom wakes me up 5 minutes later and i have to goto the doctors for some heart tests. got home around 9 30. last night was definatly awesome. ( Read more... )

so a 72 year old black woman named ellen started talking to me on the r8 train today. She told me she had sex with Mick Jager aka her little mickmonster/monstermick/mick the trick/ and mighty mick. she seemed like she was all there in the head so either she was just fucking with me or telling the truth. bottom line sweet train ride.