all my life i've made the wrong choices
i'm lying here crying,
and i don't know why.
i wish i could change the past

i'm so scared, that eventually when i'm truly happy, something small is going to come along and ruin everything.
x

you and me,
we used to be together,
every day together,
always.
i really feel like i'm losing my best friend.

today = okay, better than the rest of the week.
taking lives = good, but very fucking scary.
random people in the cinema = sometimes you know them.
some of those random people = weird. ((not in a good way))
tonight, like now = tired.

goodnight x

i just want someone to love me.

:(

life is gay. it's so pointless. and there's too much caffeine in coke. and i'm not passing art tomorrow. and i feel really unwanted and unloved and crap tonight. i need to go and hit my head of something so that i can knock myself out and then atcually get some sleep tonight. and i'm not looking forward to tomorrow.

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