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[brokenbylife]

10 minutes ago I was not going to sleep all night for tossing and turning. Now I know that I'm going to sleep like a baby despite the burning in my head. my shoulders too I think.

I also figured out that love really is blind. It was an interesting path that led me to this conclusion.

It's boxer-brief o'clock.

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[swiftllama]

Heh, now who's cryptic.

Get over it.

[brokenbylife]

First of all, I’m confused. You said you were my friend, but I feel like you’ve been unnecessarilly rude to me. This is an example. If you deny it or have any justification then I want to hear it because I don’t understand. I guess I would just ask you to make up your mind because I'm a little concerned.

But really, I'm not trying to be cryptic, I have no problem telling you and the world what’s up. I slept because I smoked which is also probably the reason I was being vague. I was just saying what was on my mind. I wasn't going to sleep because I was feeling angry towards you, maybe not for the reason you might think.

the second sentence is just an observation that I've made lately. here's the rest. no matter how amazing someone is you can't make yourself love someone. and no matter how awful somebody is, if you love them them it doesn't really matter. Which makes me ask what makes a person love someone.

and..it was boxer-brief o'clock.

You see, it all makes sense.

[swiftllama]

I'm not the one treating you poorly, Erica, and neither is she, so watch what you say.

[brokenbylife]

Obviously this is not in response to what I wrote above, which I would appreciate by the way. Are we friends or are we bitter exes? So you must be referring to what somebody told you. I mean what I say, here it is in first person: Is your self-esteem so low that you would be with somebody who cheated on you? (although I guess I'm a hypocrite if I blame you for that) It's just that, I got the impression (from you) that she treated you like shit. You settling for that kind of relationship is insulting to me and the time I spent with you. What's worse is that I realize you've always been like this, even when we were together.

Well there it is, that's all there is. So if this isn't what's upsetting you then get over it.