still cant

[brokenchild4evr]

I dont know why...just still cant really believe in love...because of all that happened with my parents and other shit.bleh. I tried to sleep on it but it still bothers me. I might talk to Ann Marie and Carrie about it when I get to school.

I think my grandma is getting me a camera today. yay.. peekture timeeee!

Damn its hella cold in here E-R-I-

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[tambayboyz]

Love is not an easy thing dear..nobody can never understand it..

[brokenchild4evr]

PREACH TJ PREACH!!

[__shekills]

yay i love cameras!

[brokenchild4evr]

me tooo :D

[itsxbren]

ive had so many bad relationships that its hard for me to believe in it too.

YAY FOR THE POSSIBLE CAM :D

[brokenchild4evr]

me sorries bren -hugs- i got the camera today :D

[dumbasswiteboy]

Erica I understand how you feel, with your parents and all. My parents at one point separated. And even tho they are back together now, the separation was long enough that I was able to see how life was for kids/teens who's parents been separated there who life. When they first separated I was confused cause I thought my dad loved my mom, but he cheated on her, and the only reason there back together today was cause of me, and at the time I was to yong and scared to say anything. In way's I feel if they would have stayed separated it would have made my life easier, cause when they got back together all I ever herd for the rest of my life was fighting. As time when by I started to understand. My dad did love my mom, and my mom loved my dad, but people have problems thing happen

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[dumbasswiteboy]

I met up with Kyrie one day, she's all I thought about. She mad me happy, she was a great person, and I couldn't keep her off my mind, and that all I needed to know. I didn't care that she might have ended up looking dif than the pic's she sent me, I didn't care that maybe she might not talk as much in person. I already knew who she was, and she made me the happiest I ever been sense the day my parents started having problems, she made me feel and still makes me feel like im 11/12 years old again, and that ALL I need. I cant say, that in the future its not going to turn around, cause it could, but right now im happy, and I'm in love. If it dose screw up in the future, it doesn't mean I never loved her, it doesn't mean she never loved me, and it wont me we don't love each other any more.

Sorry this was so long, I just thought it might posibly help you, and with my luck it wont and I just typed all that for nothing, haha.

I <3 Amdana alway's and forever

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[brokenchild4evr]

ok haha

[brokencrayons]

just dont try&force yourself into something. and its good that youre willing to let your feelings out. dont ressure youself hun&show me pictures when you take them.! lol.

<3 - jesSica -

[brokenchild4evr]

i will lol