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I've got to get 315 dollars by Monday, or I'm going to be evicted.

So far I've got 100 from a caricature gig I got before I found out about the eviction.

So I've learned a very hard lesson. When it comes to being paid for a job, you can't always rely on the person on the other end to come through.

I was staring at you tonight in the car, but a fake stare -- where you pretend to be looking a liiiiittle towards them, but ahead. And I noticed your eye from the profile. There was a shield surrounding where it meets the air; It was a blanket of tears that keeps what's exposed from drying out and becoming irritated. The longer I stared, the ( Read more... )

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I just found out that international wire transfers take about 3 weeks.
I get 300 from GWB, but haven't gotten it...it was wired 5/2.

fuck it.

I guess I really am worthless.
If that's true, then I better not waste my time trying to get peoples attention.
I should work on myself.
I've got problems.

I need to stay focused.
I need to achieve my goals.
I need to learn.
And I need to respect.

I'm sorry.