Something that has stuck with me more so than anything else from my childhood is the fear to show emotions. Growing up the way I did (I by no means had a horrible childhood) we weren't allowed to cry. We were yelled at when we did, and I think that has fucked me over in my adulthood. I really am afraid to show any other emotion besides anger. ( Read more... )

I have been working for The Telegraph since I was 19 years old. A coworker had found out my age when my employment began and was astounded that they had a teenager working for the company. At first, I was the youngest employee. The closest person to my age was Jenn, who was 26 at the time. It never occurred to me the risk they were taking in hiring ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel so stuck. I feel like I have a lot of talents, but I'm not terribly good at any of them. Is it better to be mediocre at a lot of different things, or really good at just one? I can sing, but not well. I can play guitar, but not well. I can draw, but not well. I can take pictures, but I'm not amazing. I can paint, but not well. I'm ( Read more... )

What is this?
Is this love?
Is this obsession?
Is there a difference between the two?
Is it ever possible to seperate the feelings you just don't want to feel from the ones you do?
Is it at all possible to change the parts of you, you don't like?
Do people really ever change?

Is is possible for me to trust another human being?How much time ( Read more... )

So I've always had this strange fascination with death. Not that I want to die, or want anyone I know to die either, I'm just... interested? (for lack of a better word ( Read more... )

I fucking love Staind... LOVE THEM. Even the new stuff. I don't care if it sounds the same, I fucking love the way he writes.

Sometimes I find the best songs to describe others emotions... mmm

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BelieveI sit alone and watch the clock ( Read more... )

You know what I want ( Read more... )

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So I feel like I've come a long way from my once very closed minded musical taste. Just based on my playlist on my myspace (which I live off of and you should ALL listen to because there are most likely some bands on there you've never heard of and want to...) you can see my wide range. I have techno-y pop rock, metal, emo, rock, goth, alternative ( Read more... )

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Great song. Love her.