I just keep telling myself ... "you cant live in the past"

Swim through these waters
My lungs collapse as I'm gasping for air
I'll breathe you in (and I'll breathe you in)
You are my oxygen alone

Through arteries untold, your skin is pale, my body's cold
Way down, deep down in my lungs
I can hear our sweet decay

So spill my blood (SO SPILL MY BLOOD)
Midnight skies turn scarlet red
Say "so long," say "goodnight," ( Read more... )

So tomorrows the day.

I can tell its really going to suck.

But Im strong and I can handle it .... no matter how much it hurts.

In Loving Memory

Kolton Drake Dreverton

september 22, 1987 -- april 2, 2001

Thank you Blake, Kaydie, Nathan, Rich and David .... without you guys I just wouldnt make it through. Youre by far my best friends in the ( Read more... )

somebody please tell me what am i suppose to do? you died and i'm here thinking that i hear your voice, but it's somebody else it's always somebody else why did you die? don't leave me please i beg you God tonight bring me peace i'll never sleep without the dreams of you alive here with me the brightness left your eyesas i held your face ( Read more... )

So Im at Kaydies right now ................. my computer is broken, has been broken and will continue to be broken until next week ( Read more... )

So summer is over. But it sure has been one of the best summers Ive had in a long time. Late nights with my best friends in the world and sooo many memories that will last a lifetime. I'll never forget anything that happened this summer. There was some damn awesome times, ... and some times Id like to forget but all in all it was a summer to ( Read more... )

asbulletsrip: "You want to destroy me, But you will not prevail. For I will rise above you. As the blood drips from my fingers, I hear a scream a dying cry. The scent of death it still lingers, From this demon I have destroyed. "

I want to say thank you to Lauren, Kaydie, Blake and most of all Stephen for everything you guys have done for me ( Read more... )

So a lot has happened since I last updated. Ive done a lot of awesome things and met some damn cool people. Ive basically realized that life is a gift and Im going to live mine to the fullest extent. Im going to try my hardest to not be sad about little things that in the end wont even matter. Im going to live life for what it is ....

Im too lazy ( Read more... )

xTheFearInsidex: So walk away from the places that you've come to call home Leave them and this wreck behind, learn to breath on your own For beneath a failed routine there must be a new song And I will watch you sing even though you're gone So walk away to keep yourself safe, where no one will be pressuring you to smile And I'll miss you when you' ( Read more... )

Did you dig me up this morning
from underground, it's where you left me,
and your eyes leave me without recognition
know that all the idle skys have become to me
who you used to be

hold your breath
you know how long
do what you can
to forget you were wrong
is it ok if i dont care anymore
we give up sometimes
and i guess that should be
good enough for me

I hope ( Read more... )