lie to me like you did once before

And here i am standing here, staring blankley across a black midnight sky.

Lets get drunk and forget about all the bad shit in life.

Liar, you tempt me.

my hair is black, yay.

how about i fucking rip your heart out and smash it into a million pieces just like you did to mine? (don't ask, i was bored, i made it up)

Later

i'm sorry that i'm not the good little girl that you used to know, i'm sorry i'm the fuck up, i wish i could change all of this, i wish i could take everything i've ever done wrong in my life back. but i can't. i'm so sorry. it's all my fault. i'm so sorry.

and the demons, they create a sense of fear in my mind. sick-twisted mind games, diluted, derranged, no way out. i call out for someone to please save me, but i've been devoured in this epitome, this pit of darkness.

i feel dead.

i'm sorry i let you down...

but i can't make it

=(

Later

I SAW ASHLEY!!!:)

i'm sooo happy, she's my best friend EVER!!!:)